via lucia - lovecurse

eve now, in the early evening
after hearing your sweetheart words
through the phone receiver,
i wonder whether they are hollow

and i wish - maybe half heartedly -
that i could stop loving you

every limb, every atom in me
aches to be released from this
lovecurse
you are a drug i am tired of ingesting,
i am so fed up with this high
that it doesn't even feel good
anymore

all i want is to stop loving you.