via lucia - oh girl

oh girl,
everytime you touch me, you break me just a little more
and i want to love myself,
even the parts of me you've poisoned.

oh girl,
i can't forget that toxic smile of yours,
counterfeit and wooing,
as if asking me to feel foreign feelings.

oh girl,
my heart gets heavy, beating like a drum,
and i want to stop this game,
but you're so good at convincing me you're real.

oh girl,
i think i only loved you to forget i hated me,
so don't dig that knife any deeper,
because it's too late -- i've forgotten how to bleed this blood.