via deitra- mastication

the sense has left me so complet--
i have not had enough experience
to prepare me for any moment
that has you as the catalyst
to any self destruction
do you influence everone
they way you influence me
do you make them all want to bleed out
just so there's nothing left for you
i died when you spooned me
you made me un-know, un-live anything
you fucked me, now i fuck you
so now
the girls all want to fix me
and the boys all want to kiss me
no one is prepared to deal with the eventuality
that there is nothing left
but they all keep trying
so fuck them too.