via deitra - suck

ever get the feeling that you’ve been fucked?
where one minute
you’re in love
the next
you can tell
that the person inside you
does not love you at all
it’s not sex
it’s not making love
it’s being fucked
by someone
who sees you
as nothing more
than a warm place
to put their dick
and a place to sleep
that’s close to work
that when he’s cumming
he’s not thinking of you
when he licks your lips
you’re some girl from a porn
when he pinches and bites you
you’re the first girl he fucked
you’re empty even when he fills you up
because you’re not the girl
he wants you to be
you’re not worth more
than the money he spent
on dinner
to get you here.
you can't cum
you can only think
how you're glad
that you did not say
"i love you"
first.